Nov 19, 2004
So shit chase I wish my blog had a birthday. Nothing new Lifes still a bitch. No just kidding i love my life, and I appreciate all that I have. Except for you, you, annnnd you. Skool is cool, i have a wednesday night class for speech and I learn the most outragous things in there, like there are such things called bed bugs and they are super gross, and coffee makes you gain weight and is not healthy(drink green tea).
So my shows have started on TV so if any of you get the chance to sit down and enjoy the television check these out: My big fat obnoxious boss, Rebel billionaire, and of course Survivor(go amy!). thats all not in the mood to continue. so till next time adios.
Posted at 02:38 pm by AlonelyStar
Oct 20, 2004
Forever...Forever...Forever
Seems like that so much has gone by I feel useless. Well Ill keep this short Birthday is in 11 days yipee! Excepting cash and checks only no money orders. Looked at some old friend's website and was reading old post....funny times let me tell you. lol. Well thats it Ill write layder.. Chase you and me and trevor and stuff should go to improv soon!
Deeds
Posted at 02:07 pm by AlonelyStar
Feb 14, 2004
Happy Valentine's Day everyone!
::»To start the day off good...«::
1) I didnt have to have a shot at the doctor's!
2) The room is clean(not that, that was fun or anything)
3) Found Justin's necklace! (highlight if my day)
4) Get a text message from sumone sayin happy v day!
5) Hung out with Garrett!
6) Made valentine cards!
Posted at 03:10 pm by AlonelyStar
Feb 3, 2004
So I get home last night and I have this IM from an old friend. Well it was from his screen name but Im not sure if it was him. It was nice though and Im really bummed I wasnt here to talk to him. Oh well maybe today we will see. So last night was a weird night. I think it's this new weather. lol. well anyways Bryan and Jay are coming to Vegas with me. If anyone else wants to join you may do so. ROAD TRIP! well Im going to jump in a showe, well not really jump cuz I would prob. hurt myself, but you know walk into the shower to get clean.
Thats all folks,
**Deeds**
Posted at 12:23 pm by AlonelyStar
Jan 31, 2004
»So while I'm waiting to do sumtin, I was reading over my old post. Man brought back memories. I really dont talk about anything important in my journals. And I'm thinking thats why no one reads it. lol. Except for you and you oh and you.
::Today I had a cheer competition. Did pretty good. If you would like to come you can join us at the San Diego Convention center at 4:30 pm tomorrow. But you prob. wont cuz its super bowl sunday and im pretty pissed too. I had a day to myself. Didnt have to worry about anyone! woo hoo. I dont think its the gurls who cause drama i think its the boys.::
»::So Im thinkin, instead of looking for a perfect boy Im going to make him up and I shall call him my boo::«
1) He will like me only when I like him. Better yet, he will love me only when I love him.
2) He will not call, text, or get ahold of me every single second of the day.
3) If I dont not call him, he will not call me.
4) He will be a tall boy.
5) He will have big arms.
6) He will dress like a good guy dresses. (if that makes sense)
7) He will have a job.
8) He will be romantic but not mushy.
So there you go. There is my boo.
If you only knew,
**DeeDee*
Posted at 11:40 pm by AlonelyStar
looking for my boo
As years go by I race the clock with u
but if you die right now, just know that I'd die too....
I'd die too.
You remind me of the times when I knew who I was.....
still the second hand will catch us like it always does
untill the day i die....
i'll spill my heart for u
for you....
Posted at 08:01 pm by AlonelyStar
Jan 25, 2004
JDF- You are too intense for me.
Posted at 04:30 pm by AlonelyStar
Oct 15, 2003
You can sleep in your own bed tonight!
So counting down the days (15) till im 18! woo hoo! So i havent really decided what exactly Im doing on the day. I wanna go trick-or-treating cuz ya know I love candy. Jessica wants to have a halloween/ birthday party make everyone dress up ya know. lol yeah right! We could all get drunk and naked! yes thats whut I want. Getting a tattoo and I dont care what Garrett says Im getting one! Oh and Im getting my nose pierced so excited! Anyways school is shitty I think homework should be if you need practice for a test or sumtin. Homework=over rated! Got asked to homecoming! but it was by my sister so I said no hun i graduated high school to get away from dumb bitches. My sister is going to grow up and be one of those quite kids who just takes everything then one day blows aup and kills everyone. hmm. sounds nice. getting a job I hope! anyways on my way to school gotta mid-term. So ill chat with ya bitches layder.
Sweeter than Salt
**DeeDee*
Posted at 06:24 pm by AlonelyStar
Oct 7, 2003
Cuz you know that I'd give my life for you
Its been awhile since I've written. OMG you thought I was dead? no no no. So lets see, been having the time of my life. Jessica and I are like seriously best friends. have so much fun together and we totally understan eachother. Garrett's birthday was sunday! so much fun! he liked whut I got him. Better bitch it was alot. I cant believe that i said was the relationship type! I guess it was an excuse for all the lame boys I've ever met. Cuz look at me now, having the best one ever. And its lasting! Had an awesome experience on friday. So me and jessica and these 2 other gurls are driving home from the football game on friday up in Temecula and like these guys are totally checkin us out and like telling us to follow them so like we do and we end up going to Miles's house. whut an awesome guy there lemme tell you. Then we met Bradly and Dustin. These boys are so fun and chill to hang out with not like I would date them or anything but ya know just different people to chill with. Jessica was so funny cuz shes not into like doing bad thinga and this was kinda being a rebel but w.e. lol. OMG the movie "DreamCatcher" dont watch it the lil worms look like vaginas and its scary! So I spen d my sat. nights with chase and trevor and trevors cousin which i forget his name but ill remember it soon enough. We go to this so laugh our ass of and then come home. Love it. Started another College Cheer team. But im thinking about quiting noe cuz its so much work. But this new one is awesome the coaches dont try to get with me and jess so its pretty tight. I love my sister! shes cool and yer not! Hate ill bitches and dumb faggots. I love my boyfriend! sux to be you and all that you do.
Did you get scared standing alone in the crowd?
Did you give up when i was nowhere to be found?
Did you get tired of being left all alone?
Do you feel better now that you're on your own?
The One The Only,
**DeeDee**
Posted at 03:51 pm by AlonelyStar
Sep 21, 2003
::You're my heroin::
So yesterday wa pretty fun. Spent the whole day with my sister and Jessica. We all had so much fun together that I cancelled my plans to go to a Frat party at SDSU and Jessica cancelled her plans to go to a Frat Dance at Long Beach and decided that all of us would go with Chase and Trevor to this lil gig in downtown San Diego. OMG it was the funist thing in the world besides selling my body for crack. So to start things off with a lil excitement we decided to play sex ya know lil car game. Yes gurls won. it was funny. So then we get there and theres no parking at all, so we had to park like way far away and stuff like that wasnt cool. So then we decided to go into an English Pub freaking way bad ass. Order a Roy Rogers from the bar was good. Played darts. I lost. oh wells. then to the coffee shop down on the corner. Were in there for about a 1/2 hour. Oh shit show was going to start and we needed seats. So we get there and Im like ok lets see sum action. It was the funniest thing i have ever seen in my life. besides my sisters boobs. fer sure going again next week. So we get home at like 12:15 and garrett comes over. alked about the same thing AGAIN! oh well. Had to leave cuz mom was like "its late I wanna go to bed" ok so he leaves. Then calls ya know phone time. Had a lil of that. The I didnt go to bed till like 5 sat there the whole time in my freakin bed thinkin. Cheer sux, my coach stil wants to get with me and Im like uh no, so he decides that it would be funny to ignore me. I want sumthing I cant have. Or maybe its I have sumthing but I want moe out of it. Im going to start taking three pills now. <WTF> I dont need that many but they said it'll help with ya know my problems. Any one know whut to do with Social Anxiety, Anxiety, and Depression? hhmm. My mom thinks Im doing drugs again. Hello no I stopped that shit along time ago. My sister thinks I have split personalitys. haha no sry sister. I think thats about enough for right now.
Peace Out,
**DeeDee**
Posted at 07:51 pm by AlonelyStar
